Why was he apologising? Why was I trying to justify myself? I had not done anything wrong. I felt guilty for "leading him on". My conscience got the better of me. I wanted to clear the air straight away. But the reality was we only kissed. It did not necessarily need to mean anything. He was emotionally mature enough to understand that. He responded positively. But I still felt bad.
Perhaps this is why I did not reply until 11 years later? 13/04/21
11/7/10, 5:51 PM
Rory spent the first few years of his life in an ice cave, carving out his palace of wonder. He's a bit of a love doll, but he who melts the ice shall have their reward.
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I have been recommended to acknowledge and process all that I have been though, where it all started from how it has affected me.