The time has come. For me to contact Roger. For the first time in 3 years. Why? I have a gig. Since he participated in the recording and photoshoot and accepted membership in the project, I will honour my commitment to him and offer him this gig. Put everything else aside. Despite what may or may not have happened in the past, personally, professionally or otherwise. I think that we are able to have a positive working relationship. Although I do not feel quite ready to be his friend, at least we can have a cordial professional relationship. Act civil and friendly towards one another. Maybe work towards being friends in the future.
I have sent my carefully-crafted email. Now I am turning off my emails and going out on a run.
Rory spent the first few years of his life in an ice cave, carving out his palace of wonder. He's a bit of a love doll, but he who melts the ice shall have his reward.
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I have been recommended to acknowledge and process all that I have been though, where it all started from how it has affected me.